i understand everyone does it differently but when i say i want to be alone, let me fucking be alone. dont tell me that i shouldnt be alone right now, how are you gonna tell me what i need? like it hasnt even fully sunk in yet that she’s really gone so your corny ass cliches arent going to help. in fact they just make me angry! i know she wouldnt want me to be sad, but she wouldnt want to be dead either. i know life goes on, but fuck sometimes i wish i didnt have to.
i lost my mom, my best friend, my everything. im not okay & i wont be okay for awhile. but let me be, let me cry. let me miss her. let me mourn for her. smothering me isnt going to help. i’m upset, heartbroken, devastated & angry as hell just let me deal w/ loosing her the way i feel i should.
im sorry to hear what happened, i couldnt imagine what i would do if i was in your shoes, but i'll know your a strong woman and you'll get thru this, i texted you but im guessin your phone doesnt work? you know you can hit me up whenever, be easy babe
i dont even know what to do, it hasnt fully hit me yet i guess after the funeral it will. i’m not as strong as i look tho johnvi lol
thank you, ill txt you when my phones back up & running <3
Sandra, the depth of your loss is immeasurable. My deepest sincere and most heartfelt condolences go out to you and your family. May your cherished memories of your Mom bring you peace and comfort. Keep your head up and stay strong love <3