when people talk about fears, they usually say heights, spiders, flying etc my worst fear has always been loosing my mother.
ever since i can remember, i was always a few steps behind my mom. i’ve always been so attached to her. she is someone i’ve always looked up to & i just always wanted to be around her. she has been through more then anyone, yet she stays smiling. my mom is truly the strongest person i know.
now that fear looks like its something im going to have to face sooner then later & i dont think i’ll be okay. my mom is the most important person in my life, i cant imagine not having her around. i dont want to imagine that.
i’m trying to stay positive but it gets harder & harder every day. i dont know how to deal, so i dont. i’m just so lost… i cant live without my mom. i just cant. and i dont want to have to either.