ess.jai
when you start feeling lonely, hang on in there
when you feel you ain’t got nobody, hang on in there
when they got you locked down in there, hang on in there
look at these bars & hear me say
hang on in there
as long as you’re gone babe, home won’t be home
as long as you know, i’m waiting for you
i will be waiting, as long as you’re gone
home won’t be home
” but you’re so pretty & seem so well put together. why would you be friends with so many criminals? “
i seriously didn’t even know how to react to that statement. i was offended yet for once in my life i was speechless. like this guy said this to me w/ a straight face as if it wasn’t a rude thing to say. what does what i look like have to do w/ anything? my friends are my friends no matter wtf they do. im that ride or die type a friend, the type that if my grl called & said she had a body id get my shovel. loyalty is everything to me & ill remain loyal to my friends regardless of their criminal record or lack of.
some people don’t get it, but its just how i was raised. jail or prison doesn’t make you a bad person & I’d never turn my back on a friend if they got locked up. im not tryna glorify prison by any means but knowing people that are extremely close to me that have been there I kno that prison doesn’t define a person. people can change. my friends aren’t angels, neither am i but that doesn’t mean I’d love them any less. & the fact that this ass had the balls to call me out on that really cheesed me. Again, this post has been much longer then I intended but I needed to vent.
my point is you shouldn’t judge people by their past. people make mistakes, my friends have made a lot. they’re not rapists or child molesters. some of them have learnt frm their mistakes, some haven’t. but im the type of friend to be there for them until they learn frm them. even if they don’t, ill always have their back. they did the same for me, I’ve never been perfect. I’ve done a lot of stupid in my time & I kno they’d never leave me hanging so I do the same.
i hate when they heal tho =/ i can get the most painful spots tatted & be fine while its gettin done yet when its done i whine about how sore i am. lol my thigh is gonna be soooo dam raw, ah well. All worth it in the end, its gonna be beautiful!
i post stupid & silly stuff too i wnt front but only bc i find them funny or amusing. i cnt follow ppl who continue to just post foolishness, i need some subtance people!!!
after a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.
and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security.
and you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises.
and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child.
and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans.
after a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
so plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
and you learn that you really can endure…
that you realy are strong, and you really do have worth.
very true! his mixtapes > albums anyways im fuckin praying for a budden & em track tho, just them. a siiiick mellow beat they destroy lyrically. Fuck a 16, 32s each. goin all bipolar on em. Ughhhhh I hope that happens lolthats good because the will have some bomb ass beats and ill features
but its bad because they may never put out an album
I’m not too sure how I feel about this Shady doesn’t do proper promo for their artists But I dnt think thatd stop slaughterhouse, we’ll see =/ I’m hyyyyped about the beats tho
you already know joe will still be doing his internet shit..so the mixtape game will still be good
I’m not too sure how I feel about this Shady doesn’t do proper promo for their artists But I dnt think thatd stop slaughterhouse, we’ll see =/ I’m hyyyyped about the beats thothats good because the will have some bomb ass beats and ill features
but its bad because they may never put out an album
& the only reason why im saying something is cuz my dash is being floooooooded & its cheesing me;
if you dnt ‘give a shit bout jayjaystar’ then why MUST you speak bout him? why does it matter to you that he was gone, or why he was gone in the first place!? y’all seriously hating on the dude like he killed your fuckin gramma or something. the people who know why he was locked up, are the closest ones to him. why do you really care ? so you can tlk shit more ? he was gone for what 2 months, so it couldn’t of been that serious but even if it was it aint no ones business. okay this is turned out to be mad long, longer then I wanted I’m just tired of looking @ all the hate on my dash. & half the ppl LOVED him off before he got booked, then yall hated when yall found out he was locked up. Now he’s home & yall are like omg omg he’s baaaack. Like really tho!? if you dnt care bout the dude, dnt speak about him. makes sense right!?
on another note, welcome back jayjaystar!
hope you took the hate w/ a grain of salt.
& my rant is overrrrrrrr now aahahaha
im sending good thoughts your way love ( : water!water!water!water!water!water!water!water!water! lolI hope that tomorrow goes well, please pray for me.
I got em too :)If my girl has them…You have no idea the things Id do
ohp.
i got em
is this seriously what sells records now?
(via fuckyeahitsbeezy)
ME TOO!!!!im not steady on diggy simmons’ dick. nor am i on amber rose or nicki minaj’s clit. i dnt tlk about how stoned or drunk i get. im not a hipster. i dnt wear really tight jean shorts w/ really loooose baggy ugly old t shirts.
not hating or anything, if that’s what you’re into then that’s cool. it just seems like that’s what’s always up on my dash. im just me. ima jeans, tee & kicks grl (day to day not when I’m goin out sumwhere lol ). i dnt post half/semi nude pics of myself. i dnt care who or how many followers I have. i dnt like attention, i listen to REAL hip hop. I’m pretty chill & low key, im just me
or maybe they’re just including what their heritage is? what’s wrong w/ that? my friend for example, Thao’s mom is cambodian & his dad is half cambodian half portugese. When ppl ask him what he is he says khmer & portugese. I dnt think he’s tryna sound more exotic or appealing, he’s just proud of everywhere he’s from. or people who are half black half white, automatically say they’re black. well no you’re HALF black.like if you ask them what they’re mixed with ..
‘ooh, i’m this this this & jamaican/haitian/etc etc’
um, why lie? when we all know whatever descent of black you are, should be at the tip top of that list? it’s not even a big deal like that.
people lying about their race in general is dumb. cus technically everyone is mixed. i don’t see the big deal about HAVING to have ‘Indian’ in your blood or whatever. people are silly.
A lot of people do that to try and sound more exotic, lol.
smh.
i got mad love for the ones that do follow me tho ( : soooo dnt get it twisted.
that’s me right about now. ive been thru shit most ppl won’t ever go thru in their lifetime in my 24 yrs & im not about to let HIM get me down.
when a relationship comes to an end & you feel as though you’ve been fucked over, don’t dwell on it. chances are it wasn’t the first time your ex partner fucked you over so you shoulda known better.
be thankful you dnt hafta put up with their bullshit anymore
