" sometimes love makes us hold to things when we really shouldn’t "
that is sooo very true. i cant help to keep thinking about a friend of mine in a really shitty situation. he’s probably one of tha nicest guys i kno, he seems like such a sweet bf ( if you only seen his fbook, you’d kno whut i mean ) yet his gf continues to put him thru hell! ANNNNND tha sick part is, he sticks around? i kno ppl arent perfect, im sure he’s not but the way he tlks about her. ughh it just gets me frustrated b/c i feel like she doesnt deserve him. fuck that, i KNO she doesnt. i have no idea why he stays, i hope he gets his shit together soon & leaves. or she smartens up & realizes that she has an amazing bf, but tha grl is whack so we kno thats not gonna happen lol
its normally grls that seem to not kno their worth, it makes me sad when i tlk to him. i feel that tha longer he stays w/ that bitch tha more she’ll ruin him. that may seem harsh but i feel that thats whut shes doin to him. he is a great catch & i unno why she cant wake tha fuck up & treat him tha way he deserves. i kno he’s prolly reading this thinking wtf & dude im not tryna put you out there to look stupid, all though i think stayin w/ her IS stupid. pls dnt be mad homie, im just worried bout you. youre an amazing friend & im just tryna look out for you. you deserve SO MUCH BETTER. leave her, be single, have fun, focus on you & one day youll meet a woman who treats you tha way you should be treated.
love IS blind, but its time to put on your glasses & let go…
how is it that im stressed out about school already when i havent even started yet? ahhh im gonna go bald i swear ahah
my OSAP application is on hold? i have noooo idea what that means & spent hrs on tha phone today tryna figure it all out. no such luck! I hope it means they gave me a low estimate & decided to give me more $$ ahaha a girl can dream tho right? On tha plus side, I think I found my apt =) yaaaaay tha search has been so dam stressful, i never wanna do it again aha. Its tha main floor of a house, it has a huuuge living room. newly renovated kitchen & bathroom. its a 15 min walk frm my school & i got a patio hehe tha kitchen is on tha small side & there isnt a bathtub, tha carpets need to be cleaned badly & tha wallpaper must go, along w/ a paintjob but i cant complain. its a decent size, its in my budget & close to my school so im excited! i dont doubt i can make it pretty so i cnt wait.
As stressful as this whole journey has been, things seem to be looking up so im hoping they continue. All i need is another job or my boss to give me my normal shifts back & I wont be so dam worried & stressed about everything. Christmas is just around tha corner as well, yikes =/